Lately, I have been very aware of how satan has been trying to attack the family. I have seen so many different marriages fail or couples struggle so much with their relationship, not trusting each other or making bad decisions. It has really had an effect on me. Yesterday, I learned of a couple in my ward who had split up recently. He has a girlfriend already and she is trying to take care of the kids. I don't really know this couple very well but just learning that their family is no longer one, really had an effect on me. I realized how much my family means to me. How much my HUSBAND means to me. It really is important that I put him before so many other insignificant things. I know too many people who haven't been able to save their marriage and it just devastates me. I am so motivated to stay close to my savior and doing whatever it takes to make our marriage work and to keep our family together. I can not let myself get lax in showing affection or appreciation. I can't allow myself to have relationships with other men, even the slightest. If I justify one thing, how long will it take me to justify another and another?! I guess the reason I am writing this is because it has scared me, and I want everyone to be aware that I am going to do everything I can do to keep what I have now, forever, and for even something better!
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